12/5-12/7 Realizations and Sky's Thoughts

12/5

Aright, Friday Night i went to game at my friends' apartment as they were having another party. This night was meh. Only some girls to choose from. Most of the girls weren't interested/quite a bit of shields. I could've persisted, which was definitely what i should've did...but i guess i found no point in it. After not encountering them for a while, u tend to sometimes forget to go through shields. I guess a certain fear of mine while im not at my normal state in the game is when they say, "Go away" in a pissed off manner, plus i would've felt embarrased. But even if it happens, i know that i wouldn't take that shit.

I then heard one of my friends that was with the blonde girl, he and her hooked up with each other. I felt down, because if only i told the guy that i wanted to talk to her tonight and didn't give it up, i could've had some sex with her. BUT, thats ok. It happens. The rest of the night, was meh...the girls weren't feeling me...while a couple kept looking back at me and shit...as they remember me going up to them. Hell, one kept checking my reaction when she was making out with a guy. Was on the funny side.haha.

But it was an ok night, some nights are meh while others are good. This night just wasn't it.

12/6

Didn't really game today at all. Went to the same apt haha.

12/7

Cafeteria, went up to this cute black chick with nice tits who we shared eye contact and she broke away first, raised both my eye brows before hand. Went up to her and her friendly. She was pretty receptive. Had the look of shock when i went to get both of their numbers, invited them to come with me to a dance floor/bar this upcoming saturday night.lol.


Sky's Thoughts
Oh yea, here's a good quote i found that is testatement to what i believe in the abundance principle.

"Girls who give me harsh rejections...1st don't want to fuck and 2nd dont like confident masculine men because they know that they cant manipulate them for having sex with them, so i can weed all those chicks out."

A good quote to live by gentlman!

Also i found that even though girls flake on me or reject me, still show interest, because im not so easily manipulated and i didn't chase after them...like other guys do. They see me in a different light. Plus that in the back of their minds, since i was confident, masculine and had a good vibe, it triggered something in them that they remember me for.

Also i've heard a few guys that afew girls on campus have said i've been creepy. And why is that? BECAUSE...I APPROACH LOTS OF GIRLS. Thats all. :-) And you know what's funny? When they've been asked how doing that is creepy, they can't respond to that. Thats where the real answer lies. They deep down aren't creeped out by it, they just feel that they aren't allowed to like a guy who has options and goes for what he wants. Remember...we need to look at these girls' actions not the words by themselves. These are young 18-20 yr. old girls whom aren't use to this and don't know how to handle it or react to his. hell one girl i had an insta-date with, i texted her of me and her having alone time, "mode one" style...she said she had a bf, and stuff which i def found hard to believe.

A random guy uses her phone saying, "that im prolly a nice guy but i creeped her out", leaving a voice mail. Its funny, i see her around the cafeteria months later...she keeps looking at me but not the "creeped out" look but more of the previous girls who do. I'm glad to hear that some girl might find me creepy, because its such a useless word and im doing something right if there are people who don't like what i'm doing and that they are weeded out.

There is definitely a risk that u'll be seen that way, cold approaching on campus. But its all been worth it. I wouldn't change that at all.

Also i ultimately realized me not getting laid this year of 2008 was not because of my pure lack of ability(Course something i had to improve on overtime) but more on the lines of it just wasn't the right place. Too hard of logistics, so many social pressures in the girl's mind, the girls being so insecure with each other, etc...all i had to encounter just to fuck, oh yea and missing out the opportunities that were right there. But its all been worth it to where it'll give me huge success in the future.

Atleast me being able to go up to the girls i wanted, meeting up with a few of them atleast took some form of ability.

I think the real world and the other colleges will suit me better, because everything works to my favor. There are less social circles, everyone is more on an equal playing field, the logistics are easier, the very hotties respond better to my game rather than the ones i feel i have to game because im more of a masculine man, more opportunities, and more to do. After i graduate, the real adventures start and things will become much more interesting. Hell, i have a few wings i'm definitely going to meet up with, named Alex. We're going to really do well in DC this year. I can't wait, this will be hella fun!

11/14-11/15 and Sky's Thoughts

The Weekend

Aright, on Friday i went up to this tall pretty hot blonde that i've wanted to go up to for a while at the cafeteria. She seemed like she was on a rush to get back to her friends, but as i walked through the cafeteria she looked at me. I will continue gaming her coming up next time i see her.

Friday Night i met up with my good friend Arnaud who came by staying with his roommate. We couldn't find good parties, but we went to a few "ok" ones. The first one was ok, was a apartment party of frat guys, and some of the groupies. I asked some of the brothers who was off-limits to talk to girls wise, and they were like "U can talk to anyone dude :-D" I told them my story of the past times i got kicked out of parties and they're like "Have fun dude! None of that stupid shit will go on here" I was very happy they supported me hitting on girls. I met a few new ones and stuff but we decided to leave.

Saturday Night went to a chill frat house with a chill vibe. There were some girls and stuff, saw one whom def stuck my eye QUITE a bit. She was nice and friendly. Got me horny, but we decided to leave. Found another frat party but it was in a basement and lots of dancing. Was fun, met LOTS of girls...made out with two of them while dancing....but thats it mainly.

Sky's Thoughts

Recently, it hit just hit me that my tenure here at Radford University ends in 4 weeks from now. That's all i got. My last goal is to atleast get laid one more time before i leave, in 4 years. I have to stop being afraid of trying to have that be a goal(When at the end of the night at parties...i got upset, cried and was angry that i wasn't good enough). I was just afraid that my frustrations would come back and affect me...but i underestimate myself. I'm more emotionally strong than i use to be. I got only a month left to do my best so i mine as well stop being afraid to ask some girls i know out and to start meeting more girls from class that i fancy. I'm glad my rustiness is over.

What i noticed these days is how girls do act differently around me. Its funny how when some reject me at first, when they see me with other girls...they all talk to their female friends and stuff about me hitting on them and lots of other girls(Jealousy streak). Pretty funny. They try to act like hot shit as if they got all the power in the world, but they can't take away my power. There is a million of other girls like them, but only a small amount of guys like me. Im really glad i have to ability to flirt with girls. Its a power that im happy to have acquired. Laying one of them is definitely my final goal before leaving and of course graduating smoothly.

I'm so damn glad i decided to do something about acquiring game. Seeing all these hot girls gets me pretty excited. Im glad im able to do something about it. Right now, i don't know what will happen. I'm glad i made my own choice of sticking with the cold approach method. Sure, Social Circle Game is what gets u laid easier and faster in college....but i don't care about that. Sure, if i truly embraced social circle game too, i prolly could get laid more...but deep down i don't care for it. I don't want to have to go through even more effort for something i don't give many shits for. Plus when im in a social circle situation, i tend to hold on to the belief i overestimate the outcome(Im part of this circle, it shoudl be hella easy), cutting my ability in 1/2 compared to if i don't have that in the back of my mind. I still believe that i can do it based on my game solely, and it seems that im getting further and further in my ability without it. What's next?!

10/15 Sky's Thoughts and The Last 10 Weeks of College

Aright, here's another edition of Sky's thoughts. For the Last 6 Weeks of Gaming at campus again, i've noticed some changes in my ability...

Day Game: Inner Game Improvements/Realizations
1) Flakes don't bother me anymore. Its like "Whatever" These days.
2) Still confident enough to approach girls consistently
3) Glad to set up Day 2s more often
4) Realizing that meeting up with ANY girl doing it the way i've been doing in itself is a remarkable thing.
5) That some of the girls who have flaked, were PRETTY attracted to me at first but after ten minutes later, that attraction died down.
6) Never giving up still
7) Not frustrated with day game overall anymore
8) Experiencing different situations
9) Laying college girls during the day is no easier than say the real world, except that sometimes it can be harder considering there is more social conditioning involved.

Night Game: Inner Game Improvements/Realizations
1) Getting kisses more these days, surprisingly
2) My calibration is getting a bit better in certain spots
3) Still having trouble keeping things going for a while...even after kiss
4) Going from kiss to lay seems much tougher
5) Learned to BEFRIEND ALOT, in lower key/chill parties....as eventho direct is my main style...its caused me to have to deal with too many cockblocks...cuz i hate having to resort to flying under the radar when my greatest strength is to make it obvious.
6) My Sexualness is going up.
7) "ozzie's" style of isolation and being the prime mover def causes these girls to be more attracted to me.
8) I'm less frustrated with night game.

Day Game Plans

1) Caring less of what people think and prolly doing more lab approaches again if i see a girl i want regardless of her reaction
2) Gonna Try Manwhore's suggestion for me:
For Ten Approaches:
-Strong sleepy eye contact , smile , approach, talk a little and be horny.
-try this for 10 approaches and to see the difference.
3) To girls i see around usually, get the number...even if her friends are around.
4) Just keep doing what im doing

Night Game Plans

1) Frat Parties again with lots of girls. This is my forte' and my advantage.
2) Rileys every thurs unless i have a test i have to study for.
3) Give it one more shot with certain girls that i don't think i did well with originally.
4) Make sure i know of the parties to go to ahead of time. For Friday and Saturday Nights.
5) Limit my alcohol in-take
6) For Frat Parties with Dancing, def to keep the girl occupied and to just move her all over the place and to def. befriend the friends
7) For Rileys, do the same thing i've always done.
8) Also to eventually go back to the apt to see how i've improved since leaving it.
9) For regular parties to not leave if a girl shows aloofness or is playing hard to get

Letting Go: Sky's Special Thoughts

Letting Go of the bitterness in the game. Its something thats very hard. All the flakes, rejection, bad reactions, lead ons, and lack of a lay in 4 years def took a toll on me this week. What triggered the bitterness to really go through my head was when i called a girl and a couple of her friends were laughing and then one guy said wrong number dude, and i heard her in the background laughing.

She knew it was me. I was so angry, that i literally wanted to throw my cell phone on the wall and break it. But it was not the fact that i got a flake from her, it was that they were laughing. In my mind i was like "How dare they laugh at something that wasn't suppose to be funny" Then as im walking around campus angry, the people i knew who said hi to me....that brought back up my spirits and remembered how many people i met, the ones i've helped out, the ones who helped out me when i needed and my friends who support what i'm doing.

I then talked to fellow "Wings" On AIM and they cheered me up. The past week and half back at school i felt some disappointment, because i set my expectations too high of getting some good lays. So then i decided that i needed to vent out.

When i was in my apartment, i cried out my frustration and vented out how i was fustrated in the game. But then after i did with all the negative memories i had of girls whom i messed up with or how they didn't like me, i then remember all the good things that happened. From all the girls i flirted with, two how many girls i went up to who had a smile on their face and a sparkle in their eyes, the girls whom underestimated the mack in me...when they first were playing hard to get but noticed i was gaming other girls, the girls whom tried to criticize my pickup tendencies who couldn't logicially repond back to my responses, the girls whom i vowed that i would game...and whom i did and gave it my best shot, the amount of people i met whom was a result of who i was just being me, the people who helped me out when i was at mental hell and had social anxiety. I then truly realized that night how much i really did change as a result of going at it, in the game.

I remember back when i was almost 20 years old after my sophmore year of college, of the amount of opportunities i wish i could take, or the amount of hot girls i wanted to game, but could do nothing about. Of how after pledging 2 fraternities that i still did not get laid, all that frustration led me to wanting to be fully active in the game(not just being a KJ). Since that day, i've been going at it, and two years later, i still have not given up on that dream of mine, to become a playboy.

I'm glad that i let go of all the bitterness in the past. Now will i still be a little bitter, from time to time? Of course, its human nature. But really, i do know that a lesser man would've given up by now, considering how much i've approached and felt frustrated, but recently...i realized that i truly progressed. Sure, maybe i haven't gotten a lay, but what truly matters is the courage, the guts, and the persistence to never give up. I have never been so passionate about something in my life more than this. I do realize this is suppose to happen, as in my past, despite being chodeish, i still gave it a shot with some girls. From passing notes to girls back freshman and sophmore year in HS, to now going up to the girls i most desire, i'd say this is suppose to happen, living the life of seduction.

Now i have even more of a reason to go out and get rejected more, go out and approach more, go out and go for the kiss more, go out and get more extractions, go out and get through shields, go out and to win. I'll let all the past frustration mostly go and look to the gaming i still got to do :-)
Still Got 8 More Weeks Of Night Game till i reach the twenty, last week i don't really count as it was more for tune up. But i'll write up what happens this week.

Also I forgot, the women whom flat out rejected me in the past, i give them respect, because i didn't waste time with them and im getting closer to the ones that are meant for me to have sex with. The women whom lost interest, i still give respect in the fact that i did indeed learn something that some girls are weird in terms of what turns them off while i also am learning to fix my sticking points and mistakes. The women who lead on and then flake or couldn't just say the truth, no need for them...i can do better then what they are. I will attracted hotter and better girls than them. Thats the truth.

And i totally forgot its only been 12 Days Since i've been on campus, still got lots of gaming to do this semester. Hell this is the most i've ever gamed in a semester ever in my 4 years of college so far....thats def an improvement. haha. Cuz, My first year, i just did frat parties and grinded with girls. Second Year, i just pledged 2 frats and lost any game i had, third year i was approaching and my fourth year, gamed more but lacked consistency...but then the end of the fourth year i been consistent ever since. Now its just a matter of getting there. Even last night when i vented i realized, that hell maybe a lay won't come for a VERY LONG TIME! But what's important is still giving it a shot for the many girls i see around that i will give it a shot too. Then when i leave, i can still feel proud that i did something about going for what i want :-)

8/20 Drills to Improve Day Game

Aright, i'm gonna discuss the things i've improved on, things i still need to improve on and the ways to improve them that i didn't address for the mall lately.

What I have Improved On Overall
1) Plowing Through Disappointment/Frustration-Prior to last friday, i was losing motivation thinking that the mall wouldn't do me good, that i wouldn't get any where with it considering that quite a bit of the women were taken. Me not caring if there are lots who are taken and others who are into me....that doesn't matter. What matters is that i give my best shot.

2) More Insta-Date Attempts-I'm going more for them these days despite not being that relaxed. Its still good as with an insta-date, there's a greater chance i'll get to meet up wtih the girl again and the bigger chance a same day lay could happen.

3) Consistency-I'm starting to be consistent with the mall. Thats def crucial.

4) Not caring where the conversation takes me. I use to be so concerned of what to talk about. but then i realized, if i let that all go and say anything...that that would do me better, and it truly has.

5) Less attachment to outcome-Not too long ago, at the mall...i was so concerned with getting an insta-date, that once i realized that i set my expectation a bit high, i lowered them just with my goal is to just keep going out there. Its gotten better for me.


Aright now on to what i need to improve on and how i'll work on it:

1) My eye contact and face isn't relaxed when im not approaching. When there have been some women giving me e/c...i aint doing the raise eye brow and the smile like i usually do. But even back then, i felt even that was a lil too automatic.

SOLUTION: The Alpha Dog. Its an exercise by Sean Messenger, from his Ultimate coaching program, that u can get from there. Can get a 7 day free trial there of access to all his stuff on there.

2) When people look at me usually if its in an all female store, i somewhat think they are giving me a suspcious look.

SOLUTION: Who cares if they do. Plus more often than not, they most likely are giving positive eye contact anyhow

3) My voice prolly is a bit too fast when im not feeling pretty confident or i sound like im trying to have the girl off a direct approach to stay or keep her attentive.

SOLUTION: breathe and relax. Also, use the alpha dog concept

4) Not feeling sexual when out at the mall

SOLUTION: Think dirty thoughts about her and not jack off for a certain period fo time

5) Still seem not want to do groups

SOLUTION: Its fine Sky. Best doing lone women for now, unless the girl is MUST HAVE to where u just give it a shot. There will be a day just for groups dont' worry

6) Kino might be lacking a lil in day game

Do more playful things, like hi fives and caress her hand. Give touch purpose

7) When a woman walks away...

SOLUTION: Tell them loudly that they're too classy to walk away

8/1 - 8/7 Zzzz...and Sky's Thoughts

Aright. I was a couch potato from August 1st to August 7th. I just wasn't having fun gaming. I was too busy playing video games and watching porn. You could say after that mall day, i felt gaming was a chore and the only reason i thought so was because nothing was happening, plus it was like "Ah great. Got to go to the mall again"

I then realized, i did need a break from gaming, to just have fun with myself, even if it was a lazy activity. Gaming is only good if you enjoy it. Sure, there are times u must push urself. But i clearly didn't want to go.

But here's another edition of Sky's Thoughts

1) The More Times Goes On Before My Final Semester, i'm feeling some doubt and fear that it'll yet again be regret.

2) Night Game seems to be more fun for me, while day game lately i've found boring.

3) I aint gonna lie, after going to the mall one week ago and not much happening, that disappointment i guess hit me a little bit more than i thought. It had to do with my expectations being a bit too high

4) I know i should be sarging a little bit more than i have these days but its fine

7/28-7/29 Couch Potato and More Thoughts

Aright for Tuesday and Wednesday, i was pretty much a couch potato playing Metal Gear Solid 4 and losing motivation to sarge. I confused this feeling with fear. I thought the reason i didn't want to sarge was fear, that i was afraid to go out there again. But to be honest, now that i think about it...it was just that i didn't feel like going. I didn't have that drive or spark to go. Was feeling like a chore, rather than something to enjoy. Also, on Wednesday...i was suppose to go to a Tap room with a fellow guy in the community, who is a PUA...but me feeling a bit afraid to go there(a unknown place to me), i lied telling him i had to help my mom, but in reality...she didn't need help. That was pussy behavior. I guess i was afraid that i'd look like a chump in front of him if i went out in my unprepared state, afraid to approach.

But that's going to stop. I'll tell the guy the truth, since thats who i really am...rather than a guy who'd lie like that. That shows the lack of credibility i have. Even if he might have a different opinion about me if i tell him the truth, he deserves to know.

Now, on to another edition of Sky's Thoughts

1) Its pretty strange, home doesn't feel that different to me since leaving campus. I actually feel more confident back here.

2) For a bit i've felt mental rustiness with day game, considering each day on campus i'd usually find a girl or two to approach. Not approaching at all for a few days can take its toll.

3) Night game im feeling a lil nervous considering i have no idea whats in store for this month.

4) I don't want day game to be a chore. I want to have fun with it again.

5) I actually believe i know why i've seem to been losing a little motivation, its prolly cuz at the mall...i kinda have this feeling like i won't be able to do an insta-date or get a day2 or whatever. BUT, i'll get that reality back to where i can seduce women at the mall. Then i'll feel that enthusiasm. :-)

6) The assurance of keeping a conversation going is one my mental blocks right now. It might take a few times to where i then am confident i can keep conversation going as long as i can :-)

7) I got one month to improve game even further, first getting much more relaxed at DC Clubs is my first goal. Then of course, which shouldn't be long, kiss closing consistently and extraction attempts is right after that :-)

Sky's Long Thoughts

AND NOW, another edition of Sky's Thoughts!

1) Only two weeks left till summer classes are over...can't believe its almost over.
2) This weekend i have to honestly say i was proud that the improvement is showing even further
3) My persistence is getting better and i'm not ejecting as much from sets that aren't going as well.
4) I am also proud that i will not buy a girl a drink, UNLESS she TRULY deserves it, doesn't expect, and when i want to.
5) My awareness i would say has gone up too about the weird reactions girls giving and the explanations why
6) In August, i believe my game will def make a jump.
7) Im less reliant upon Alcohol most def!
8) I guess it comes to show, even if there aren't that many girls around campus, that u can still game.
9) The whole week was a jump in improvement.
10) The Amazing Sadness Opener, is pretty neat and helped me out. Course i can't always rely on it. :-)
11) I have this feeling that this fall back when i am at campus for the Fall and my last semester, that my game will def be good.
12) I'm glad Andrew is getting success with dates, and still doing his drills. Keep it up man. Ha...my eternal rival...keep at it man...ur inner game is the only thing thats a sticking point so far in my opinion, Mayfly a.k.a Tyler, seems ur a pro at online game :-). Keep up with going to the bar, should be no sweat for u in a few more goes.
13) Eventho the journey is slow compared to others, i have to honestly say that its still worth it. All of the time its taken so far was for a reason. I am more confident in my approaches, less attached to outcome, more resistent to cockblocks, more stubborn :-p in the fact that i won't give up, and i got some funny stories to tell.
14) I wonder how these last two weeks will be, but especially August. Will be a big month no doubt for gaming. Get to the malls alot and do the clubs. :-D.

7/8 Sky's Thoughts

Aright, today i was able to approach a latina girl with glasses. I saw she was ahead of me walking, and then from the back she looked like a girl i've seen around. So then i just said, "Hi...how've ya been?" She looks back and notice she's the same girl i missed out on approaching one of the days. So then i tell her as i'm walking with her, "I find you gorgeous...i'm talking to u right now" She's laughing a lil bit. I then say, "ur el salvadorian" She smiles and says, "Nah :-)" I then say, "Colombian :-)" She says, "Bolivian" I then tell her, "I was close and then i just look at her with a smile" I was a bit out of state, but i kept going. Then i say, "Tell me about urself. I want to know" Its just small task pretty much. How she's here for just the 2nd summer session, how she lived in California and i tell her Cali is awesome and how we both have family down there. Just fluff. As we are about to go separate ways, i find out that our schedules aren't too good, we both work and take class at the same time gap. So then i say, "And i wanted us to go to starbucks together :-)" She laughs. Then i say, "I want us to get together later on this week...wats ur number?" She then says, "I'm sorry, i actually have a bf :-)" I then do the "So when's the wedding? ;-)" She laughs and says, "Oh..me and him def aren't having a wedding" I smile and then we part ways.

Here i def could've still persisted and got the number anyways.

Also texted the girl from my day 2 yesterday, just telling her how i had a great time and how it excited me of seeing her hair out the first time. Just a text. Didn't get a response. Gonna text her prolly Sat or Sunday.

But now is...

Sky's Thoughts:
1) The Incoming Freshman are coming soon
2) Man...can't really find girls around campus to approach. The only ones are the incoming freshmen who are here for orientation BUT there usually packed with the orientation leader and 11 other people. Thank Fucking God they're hot!
3) For Night Game, i really have improved. I just read my old FRs and im amazed how my convos with girls last longer than usual and how i def isolate more often. I've become more sexual, less prone to cockblocks, and have gotten a funner vibe.
4) Def much less frustrated than I was back during Spring Semester
5) I have to honestly say. My Day Game has improved too. I'm def more congruent with it.
6) Some of the girls who resisted me getting their number, did actually have bfs i found out.
7) 16 Days left here at the university, we'll see what more i can do.

Updates and Sky's Thoughts: Inner Game

Aright, Sunday I did one approach with this red haired girl with glasses(What i'm drawn to alot). For this, i was kinda tense and out of it mentally. So then i somewhat appeared slow whenever she said something. I did get her number. Not sure of the interest. She told me she works quite a bit as a server i think. I'll just text her to see.

Monday i wasn't really on campus at all.

Today i did one approach with this girl. She was a lil overweight but i liked what i saw. She was cute in my book. Just talked to her for about 2 minutes, turns out she had a boyfriend. Said it in a genuine way so, didn't care to persist further.

In class, still "afraid" to try to flat out game the redhaired girl after class. It was stupid, i knew full well if i saw her on campus, i could easily go up to her and game her that way. Just in class, i felt more nervous. I kept wondering why. But then i thought back to why it would even happen in the first place. Could be i care what other people in my class think. But as i was doubting in class, i then started to remember the good things i thought about myself and the people who complimented me in the past have said about me. The fear and doubts were going away.

So then after this, i've decided to list things about myself that i believe are money:

1) When i'm fully relaxed, I am a funny guy.
2) My game is a ten. Meaning, u are good enough. Ur game is perfect for you. Believe it.

Today i asked myself "Why in the hell would my game be a ten?" I couldn't quite answer it. I started to doubt any ability i have. But this caused me to remember all the good reactions i had and close to pull situations that if only i went for the extraction, it would've happened.

Also, i had doubts that i didn't speak like social people do. But thats a full load of crap. No lie. I'm a pretty social guy in my own right. Sometimes im just quiet at times or not relaxed.

3) So what if its a girl in ur class that u'll see again? Honestly...who gives a fuck? Just be u. Who cares if people see you gaming her. Are you gonna live life caring what other people think of you, when in reality they don't care? There are girls i've approached before that were in my class, and they are still friendly to me, despite nothing developing between us. So why should it matter? Who cares if she doesn't like u or doesn't seem interested in u? BULLFICKINGWHOOP.

4) Don't care what girls u've gamed(hot or not) think of seeing u approaching other girls. Why care of their opinion? Seriously. They shouldn't matter in ur reality anymore. That may still be in my mind.

5) Keep the faith alive of getting successful. It will happen. As David X says

"If you go out there, and eventually...the girls u want, for whatever reason, u will get"

I know sometimes now and then i feel like, its inevitable that i'll always mess up somewhere when talking to a girl. But the reality is, mistakes will happen regardless...they key is to fix them

6) At Radford University, it is up to you to leave this mark. If you can't reach some of ur potential here at this college, who will?

7) People look at u at times, because of what ur doing. Most guys don't do what ur doing. Honestly, some prolly do but its rare at the capacity that u are. Its something to be proud of regardless

8) Ur almost there. Just getting ur first successful kiss close off a pickup w/o grinding and her not being THAT drunk...will then definitely jump start my night game off the bat.

I keep going and this will be good.

6/26 The New Honies, Nervousness, and A Shitfaced Night

Aright, today i saw a few of the new incoming freshmen girls around campus. I felt excited. I can't wait to game them the first 3 weeks of fall semester flat out. I believe i should try Badboy's college game thing to where u do get a group of hot female friends. This way, they'll know of other girls i can then game. I should try it. And maybe the girls will be cool to hang out with.

One thing i will not do is be attached to them, or play the Father Rooster role to where im the "Protector". I aint gonna do that shit.

I can do that part of the week and still do cold approaching as usual. I realized that my tenure at Radford University is almost done. I should try to see what social circles are like, and having my own would be interesting.

Let me say i was excited to see the new honeys and i can't wait.

I only did one approach today. It was the library. The girl was pretty friendly and receptive but i was nervous but talked to her for a few minutes. I pussied out in getting her number. But its all good. Happens to all of us.

I backed out of going up to a girl i met before, and a red head who was cute. But i was just out of state. That's all.

Turns out the nice bod black chick was telling the truth about the sister and her being too busy.

Tonight i went to the college club/bar again. I was tense and didn't approach for about 20 minutes. By the time i started, i was tipsy and was getting drunk. I talk to some girls. Going up to them, having chit chat. I tried to keep dancin with some girls, it was fun. One of them was hesitant cuz of her friend wanting to dance with her, but i kept persistance and she eventually was close to me. I don't remember but i think i tried to kiss her, which she didn't want to. Tonight i know i didn't push myself enough. As I am now, i won't pull. I have to go higher. I will do that tonight. To keep the motivation of talking to the girl if she isn't giving much and limiting my alcohol intake. I have to. If not, i'll get drunk and won't get anywhere.
Oh yea, when i was dancing with a girl, a guy took her away from me. I knew him. But later he told me that he was sorry for being a dick like that, but that was his girlfriend. I told him, "oh its all good man. U had a right. U do ur thing, i do mine :-)" I didn't get far overall. I just danced and thats it. I was very drunk. Blew 20 dollars that night.

I also realized, its up to me here at Radford University to become the playboy i want to be. To represent the guy who wants to be really good with women. I am doing this for them. Not only that, but im also doing this for myself. Its up to me. I was shocked how many guys believe "Model types" or super hot girls are out of their league. That is a pile of bullshit flat out. No woman is out of your league. None at all. If she doesn't want u, then thats all. Doesn't dictate her being higher value or better than you. :-)

What I will improve on tonight:

1) Do flat out pickup. To flat out do it
2) Do feel sexual state
3) To keep talking and not give up, even if i don't get good feedback
4) If a girl is still there after i try to kiss her, don't give up. Even if ur dying to eject, don't
5) To only drink 2 beers max. No more. I have to be strict about this. I don't care if i have AA at the start. Can't break this rule.

Lets see if i can get unrusty at night as well.

Summer Part 2 Gaming Agenda

Hey guys, decided to improve the way i game for day and night time.

Day Time
1) Open how i usually do, but feel that "Desire" for her.
2) If we're both having to go somewhere, i talk to her for only a few minutes at most. Can't overstay long.Paul Janka way. Be in and out of there 1-3 minutes
3) I then just flat out go for rapport. Get to know her or do whatever i feel like, see if she's enjoying the great heat, if she's in a happy mood, or whatever stuff i think in my head.
4) Persist to get her #. Make the ho say no.

INSTA DATE ATTEMPTS are prolly best if i don't have anywhere i have to go on campus, while she doesn't have anywhere she has to go either. The 1-3 min thing would not apply. I Would talk with her a bit longer, then go for the insta date attempt.

5) Text her or call her a day after to not waste time. Initiate with something cute, flirtatious, etc. like i usually would "Wat u doing now cutie? :-)" "Rosebud...wats happening?" etc.
6) Invite to just grab a bit to eat/have some starbucks/go to the gym together, etc.
Afterwards, get her back to my place to listen to some music or watch a video but do it the Gunwitch. During the intial meetup, i be in sexual state, and see if she has it as well. Even if she doesn't get into sexual state, i still go for it anyhow. I don't want to waste time having to go on multiple meetups to where it would develop into nothing, that she doesn't want to get intimate at all. I want 2 to be the limit at most.

The rest of the steps i'll make when i've reached that point.

DAY 2 i can't say until i've done a few

Night Game: Sticking Points
For Isolation from group:
1) Talk to the group at MOST 5 minutes. Just have "nimbus" and just be having fun talking to them.
2) Isolate the girl at a "High Note" or whenever i feel its a good time.

Note: Getting that high note has been that difficult for some approaches, even if i've attempted isolations much more than the past

3) If she rejects this at first. No matter what, DON'T EJECT! Don't eject unless u get a No, or she walks away. Even if she isn't quite focused on u when ur talking, DON'T EJECT. If she says after an isolation attempt, "I have a bf" or "I'm gonna talk to my friend(s)" DON'T EJECT/END THE CONVO :-p You can't be too sure. This is a sticking point i def forgot about, ejecting from talking to girls where i assumed they lost interest, when in fact they never did in the first place. Just keep talking to her and the group a bit longer, then try again. If she doesn't want to again, then move on.

Before the Kiss Closing
1) Keep the good state going
2) Keep talking to her.
3) Rapport/whatever/ask questions. Just keeping the ball rolling
4) Be Sexual. Look at her provocatively. Look calmly in her eyes. That sort of stuff :-).
Keep this till u got that feeling.


For Kiss Closing

1) Do this at a high note.

NOTE: Most of these kiss close attempts i haven't gotten high notes, i just went for it

2) If she doesn't reciprocate. Like, "Don't do that" or "Don't do that shit" or "Why'd u do that?" or turns her face or "U can't do that. I have a bf". If she doesn't leave, DON'T EJECT Talk with her a bit longer, so she trusts more and is a bit more comfortable. TRY THE KCLOSE AGAIN

After the Kiss Close
1) Keep Talking
2) Move around the venue
3) Go back to her friends for a minute, even?
4) Make out with her again
5) Then when u see another high note...
GO FOR EXTRACTION!

Questions & Answers I have in mind
1)If i'm talking to a girl, but she's not at a high point. Like she's receptive but not doing much.
PLOWING. Keep talking until u get that high note. If she responds with something that u like, touch her. Only touch her if she deserves it. This will cause the high point.

2) How do i keep the motivation to keep talking to her if she's not toward the high?
She is our motivation. Her being right there. You want her for you. You want to fuck her to the point she quivers for a week. You want to taste her lips and tongue. You want to feel her warm body. U want to smell her nice scent. U want to suck on those tits. You want to both enjoy each other and have fun. That's the motivation.

3) What if she doesn't want to isolate but u can still sense good interest from her?
Could always try to just kiss her, even if she's somewhat part of the group.

4) Male Protectors. How in the world do you deal with them? I hate them the worst as there not trying to game her, yet isn't there brother...yet they assume they are like a brother to them
Really Befriending them is the best policy. Just do the best you can. Still try to isolate the girl. If all doesn't go planned, u tried.

5) I'm too scared to go for it a second time if she gave a "negative" reaction/statement the first time, even if she didn't leave. She'll yell at me and/or slap me!
Thats the risk in the game, but thats the worst that'll happen. Her yell at you. Who gives a fuck. You'll get a tougher skin as a result. I doubt what u fear will happen. U've tried twice to kiss a girl. Did she yell at you? No.

6) I seriously am mentally clouded talking!
Ask her questions if ur that bad off. If ur mind is tired from thinking too much. Just get her to talk more. So then ur mind recharges.

7) I'm having trouble feeling sexual while talking to her
Check her out, to turn u on. Imagine having sex with her. Hey it can work.

8) Kino troubles?
have purpose touching a girl. Why are u touching her at all? Have purpose with it. There should be a reason.

That's the gameplan so to speak to sum it up:
Day Game: Day 2s happening more often, Night Game: More successful kclose attempts.

Sky's Thoughts: Intermission

1) Turns out the cute girl who initially resisted in giving her number out to me, her number wasn't a flake. Thats an improvement, to where i'd always feel like shit always just accepting facebook after not persisting further. Fuck that shit! I texted her so she got my number, didn't text her for long. Gonna invite her to drink some coffee or eat after i hit her up again. Thats all the shit we can do around the uni these days other than the gym or gettin laid outright. Don't got a car :-p

2) The Big Ass girl, now that i see her around campus recently...to be honest...i just don't got that enthusiasm about her anymore. I guess its due to knowing that there's nothing that will result in it. Course i aint gonna lie, i'd still be down fucking her if the chance arose. I'm just bein honest with all u fuckas.haha.

3) Turns out the girl i got a number from at the gym, i actually got a digit wrong or something. So no luck for that lol, unless i see her around again in the fall.

4) The black girl with nice goods that i see around. Def got it goin on. After texting her, she's still open to seeing a movie at my place. Gonna text her a few days after Summer Session II begins which starts this upcoming monday as most students are back home this week.

5) For this break intermission, just been fucking lazy. Sad that i won't get to play PS3 in August, also jealous that Andrew, drewpua.blogspot.com, has much more options to sarge at. Damn him! haha. But course im glad he's going to all sorts of places to sarge.

6) I haven't approached any girls since last week and surprisingly, i don't feel rusty as i usually would.

7) This week has given me time to think about what i've been doing so far this summer. I'd say my consistency has been pretty good. Usually, most of the time, i can approach a girl i want. Am recently just not caring what i say. Am getting much better at successfully getting contact information, am getting better at dealing with resistence. And i believe day 2s will happen a bit more on a frequent basis. I'm still just happy that i was able to meet up with a girl, to where it was a big sticking point for a while. Sure im still not mostly relaxed in a crowded lab approaching, but im def farther than what i've been before. The gym i def am there just about as i've prolly said before a few times. Negative reactions from females, although catching me off guard sometimes(oh go a bad fish this time?), they def affect me less than back in the day. U just have to look at the big picture here.

8) I'm tempted to go about starting a gaming social circle. Just seeing them around my apartment complex(social circles in general) got me thinking. I think part of me wants to hang out with a good amount of people, party with them, just do fun shit, not necessarily just hanging out shit. But at the same time, i know that doing that would take alot of effort to try to do, and the drama that could happen as a result, i don't want that. I've decided that once i'm satisfied really pulling off cold approaches, then i can take a break from it and then see how social circle gaming is. Eventho, the sad thing will be that even by then, the female friends i'd prolly make, i'd prolly try to fuck all them. By then hopefully, my self control will be decent by then. Also, right now...if i was pulling coldly on a good basis it wouldn't even slip in my mind, at all. I would give no shits about it. I right now just really care about hangin with the peeps i like hangin with, chilling and pretty much just do my own thing. I guess im the loner type. Hell, i prefer to sarge alone.

9) Lost bitterness of guys who've confronted me over the past 4 months, for stupid reasons, when im just gaming. Each of them were drunk as hell. They didn't really remember. Also saw how the guys really were anyhow. Why take them seriously? They insecure.

10)Haven't gone to the gym all week. If i don't, the weight i lost will return and we all know thats not good.

11) I can't lie, at times i've had regret for not flat out seducing girls who were in their final weeks at the uni. "She was mad feeling me. Why didn't i also go for the number instead of relying on her being at the club/bar?" "Why didn't i try to meet up with her when i saw her on campus, despite me not knowing her interest level?" "I won't see her again. This sucks. Won't get another opportunity to game her."

Guess What? Too many girls that i'll meet this fall, to even worry about the girls i wish i gamed further. Just be a distant memory :-D. Hey, Deja Vu will happen over again!

12) To be perfectly honest, whenever i see a hot girl. I just don't consider her out of my league at all anymore. I can happily say, finally i'm at the point when seeing a girl that i don't consider her above me anymore. Two weekends ago, when i was watching a movie with my neighboors, they talked about a girl in a movie, lookswise, her being out of their league. It puzzled me, "How is she out of ur league?" Cuz she looks good? Looks are a dime a dozen. Too many hot girls out there. Now i just got to meet up with them to confirm this whole belief and not talk from my ass. haha.

13) Trying to find an apartment that i can live in for 1/2 year in the fall time, as i graduate in the spring. Gotta try to be a subleaser for someone. Don't got much time left. Hopefully it'll be right off campus like a block or two away, as right now...my place is about 20 min away by walk from the bar(10 min away from campus), a bit far for extracting girls. But i use to the walk countless times.

14) I wonder how limited i am for this upcoming 2nd part of summer for gaming :-\.

Those are my thoughts so to speak. Longer than usual, but meh

Sky's Thoughts on The End of The first part of Summer

Hey everyone, here's another edition of Sky's thoughts!

1) Just recently I've managed to return to the Good Feelings of Direct :-)

2) Its a good thing in the game to when u see a girl u must have, and that u go up to her w/o apology. I tend to hesitate a little to the ones that i don't as much.

3) I'm doing more gym and lab approaches. Which is awesome, considering the fact that those places use to intimidate me in terms of approaching. Got to do the lab when its pretty crowded and aerobics class left and i'd say i can approach almost anywhere at the University. :-)

4) I'm not as frustrated as I use to be, because finally i decided to stop being so attached to outcomes and that success will happen. And i think it will start to show as i was able to meet up with a girl despite it not lasting that long. Thats still progress :-)

5) Girls saying they dont' want to give their number out anymore doesn't bother me, why be concerned with that if they aren't interested? Let them go i say :-)

6) There were afew girls i was getting bent out of shame over at night game for them not being interested when i thought something was there. BUT, then i realized that they aren't anything different than all the other girls i've went up to. They're just 1 of many. Thats def helped me stay motivated.

7) Relistening to badboy and reading up on his material retriggered why i like doing direct, i just really only used it as an opener for a while, somewhat losing that good feeling of why i was doing it.

8) Not having a specific outcome once i approach a girl has gotten me less nervous and less outcome dependent. Things just flow together if they're there and they don't if they aren't there.

9) I use to be hesitant after opening doing "Tell me about urself" But now i decided to do it more often. U say u want to get to know her, so why not get to know her? I think its working better for me. Plus u start with rapport :-)

10) Honestly, i don't feel alive unless im gaming. Even if i took a break, deep down in my soul i must be in the game!

11) The guys who've confronted me and tried to start shit cuz of me gaming a certain girl or whatever, i no longer have a grudge against them. Why? Because i realized who they truly were(someone that i shouldn't even be acknowledging that much) and no need to be bent out of shape over it as im still the better man.

12) When i was younger, i never thought that this was possible. Who would've thought that i can actually get better with girls?

13) Andrew, drewpua.blogspot.com, your doing awesome man with ur sarging and doing Jason's drills! I'm glad we're both doing well. In August, we'll def be sarging together, having drinks together and as always be good pals!

14) Summer Session II will be alot less girls, but i'll do the best i can in finding them.

Sky's Thoughts Night Game

1) I'm doing great with hot girls at the start, just gotta keep that fun state up

2) Sometimes when a girl is not responding much, i'll eject if she's in a group...BUT the key is to stick in there until u get a No. The thing is, its that risk. U have to deal with rejection. It only makes a player stronger. The best players are the ones who've gotten rejected the most.

3) I've had a mishap of trying to kclose girls who aren't that interested, and blow it with ones who are. I'll be more aware of which ones want to and which ones aren't. Its always best to go for it regardless.

4) There have been a few girls i've seen around i def want to game, but sometimes a guy is gaming her. I don't want to interrupt his game. I let them part first. There are too many other girls w/o guys around them to game.

5) I keep plowing. If i'm afraid i bore them, i keep going. But im not gonna go head over heels to try to keep them interested, as its not worth it.

6) Afew guys have confronted me, about me gaming and stuff. BUT, its the risk. I'm doing something right, as if i didn't game...sure...no one would confront me but at the same time...i'd never get anywhere.

7) My openings are fine i'd say. I'm doing fine with that.

8) One of the girls who i wasn't cool with for giving me a weird look and dragging her friend away while i was dancing, she doesn't remember and apologized to me. But in reality, now that i realize it...it was the girl i was dancing with who signaled to her friend(Who i knew) that she wanted to be pulled away. So i then realized it and will take it less personally.

9) Coming up im gonna move up a notch. The phase im gonna try to is Successful kcloses. I'll def move up a level once i can do that as right now im isolating.

10) I gotta risk some interactions by going for it more,as i'll be stuck if i don't

11) I just keep it up :-)

Sky's Thoughts Day Game

Hey guys, lately i've had some thinking in the game.

Here are some things i've noticed for both day and night game.

Day Game:

1) For some of the flakes i got for the previous semester, I didn't think i really did anything wrong. But then i learned that the reason why i got flakes was because i got numbers from girls i didn't even sense "that much" interest from and just # closed for the hell of it. The were only a few numbers i got of girls and they were actual numbers. Just they flaked meeting up prolly cuz i tried to have them back at my apt to watch a movie, to where they prolly were more comfortable if i just ate with them first, but hey...at least they knew where i was coming from.

2) The good news is that in day game, the most attractive of girls are receptive to it still.

3) In some of my interactions, i cared too much about getting to meet up with the girl i was talking to. I then realized that i was less tense when i didn't care the result of it. Thats a better mindset. Why? Because naturally, we'll be more smooth and charming and shit as we don't hold that much involvement with the outcome. If she doesn't want to meet up with us again, no worries. I'll find another girl at least, if not hotter,and she'll be feeling me more. There always are those girls.

4) Lately, due to the flakes, i was hesitant to go for numbers again since i'd just assume they'd be flakes. But guess what? Assumptions aren't always the best way to go. I mean sure u don't always have to go for the number, but at times...just to be sure u'll see the girl again... get it. I hate going for facebooks, if i deep down want the number. Its all in risking rejection. U could say i was tired of flakes and rejection, that i wanted to play it safe and try to reduce it. But in reality, ur just prolonging it. If the girl is flat out into u, she'll be happy to give her number. But if she's maybe, she'll be resistent. But lately, with some girls if i chat them up for not enough time, i fear that they'll flake on me, hence why i've done the coward route of just asking them for facebook. Also, at the gym, im afraid to go for the number as i believe the girl will feel judged with people around her and that be the reason she flakes on me. But in reality, they are all excuses. Go for the number when u want to man. Go for it. Risk the rejection. Who cares if she's not into you later? Im gonna get through that once and for all.